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| still some extra pic 4 jonathans concert but cant put dat many...will put it later when i can..k..
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there there...all jonathan tse concert pics
sry...took d pic a bit blur...using a so called 4 pro camera...
group pic during autograph session... wasnt in d pic cause have to go duty as some sorta sucurity but so naughty go take pic 4 them..
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d HM shirt selling department...some dungu on yop advertising jonathan tse album in d wrong place...lolz
i n soon toi advertising both jonathan tse album n HM shirt....cool rite both of d items on sale... | | |
| wow...today was a real blast in HM....worship was terrific..dats d was hstory makers!!!bak to old times...dats d way we rock 4 GOD!!!!amen!!??oni dat i srewed up in some parts or some songs...i messed up...somehow i felt bad about myself on sat although i don really know d reason myself...wish dat d whole band can do solo in their instrument...de will be cekap lor..oni jj can do 4 drums...but still cukup cekap...some people ask me y i din do solo...i told them im no pro...lolz...not capable of doin it...play until hands also tired d...like i told kelsey,i was being tortured while u all screaming n goin crazy 4 Jesus down there oni...haha..but nvm...i still rocked 4 GOD rite!!??although not really much mood 4 some unknown reason la today... but overall everythin was good ler....end of service i go play 'all 4 me 'frm jonathan tse album n timothy played supernatural...so cun..soe people come hear say both also nice..haha...they enjoy i also enjoy...feel nice when people enjoy d music u playing...haha.. n den also got jam also...dat is wat i call syok sendiri...lol...anyway..about all...about jonathan tse concert last week...oni word i can say to discribe it.....erm....terlalu cekap...i got some pics but no time to put it on ler...later ill post d pics i took in dis blog....haha..k dats about all
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| haihz....too many things goin on at dis time...many problems...sometimes i wished it was jus a dream...at least if its a dream i can jus wake up n everythings over...but no...not in reality...i am forced to deal wit it...until there r a few songs i thought of dat can think of which really suites my situation...wait..not all of them are also peoples problems...4 instance which i know...1 of them is kelsey loke...dats y i put d song in my blog..'i don wanna be'cause lately i hav been changing my behaviour...naturally...don exacly know 4 wat reason...but somehow jus happen to happen....some of u might notice but i think most dont...im becoming into person i never wanted to be...d best times were jus about frm last year christmas until about b4 camp in HM...somehow im starting to change....maybe cause too long din see my missed bro d...lol..n HMs r starting to drop a little by little...some may agree some may not..ok?..but as ive seen,History Makers is no more d youth i used to know..where we were so desperate 4 GOD n every week excited to go 4 service but now.....no more...oni d faithful ones r still wit GOD...those people i really respect...i look up to them 4 they r true followers of GOD n not hypocritts...as far as i know im still 4 GOD but im also slowly losing it...i really don wan to lose my flame 4 GOD...i don wan to b a 2 face christian who oni praises n worship GOD oni when in a boosting situation...i know many hypocrit christian but don wanna mention out...4 u readers of dis blog who call urselves History Makers,pls...think about wat GOD done 4 u on d cross...don u think he deserves more den wat ur giving him here...think properly..after 2000 years,its taken for granted dat he died 4 us izzit??!well think about it...don u long to see d old HM we know...flame so strong n bright 4 GOD...as d worship team guitarist sometimes,i look down n see history makers....u know wat i see??HALF DEAD people...how do we praise n worship GOD??he suffered on d cross n dis is how we repay HIM??sometimes i really feel ashamed of even myself....im really sry if i said anything wrong here n mayb i sound a little harsh but dis wat i really think..really dissappointed...its not about d music during worship k...if u need nice cool boosting praise music to boost u up,den im sry to say but ur a hypocrit...u know whether ur d 1..i don neeed to say who..really sry if i offended anyone here k..but..after holding dis in my heart 4 a long time,i jus hav to blast it all out...cant hold it to myself anymore...
dis is d worst day i had too in skul....i think 4 d whole year..4 dis i really thought of d song frm simple plan:untittled.i got accused 3 times 4 3 different things dat i didnt do today...d worst of them all was dat i got accused 4 so called copying in gerak gempur exam when i really didnt...but nothin i can do...mayb i hapen to look like i was trying to copy someone in exam but really didnt...hate being accused 4 somethin i didnt do...a few other bad stuff happen in skul other den dat...cant believe dis is actually happening to me...since primary 1 ive never b4 hav been accused 4 copying in exam...haihz n lately somehow i dunno y but i jus feel so bad about myself...i myself dunno 4 wat reason...anyway..gtg d..tomorrow got skul... | | |
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of course wit GODs help too..without HIM we cant do anythin...
don wanna leave HM..all my frens here n cheap food...darn....theres so many things in ipoh i cant leave....not to even mention my guitar...wat da heck am i supposed to do wit it??!!leave it here to rot??i cant bring it there..hello..im staying in a hostel..by d time i get bak ill forget how to play d simplest chord 4 guitar...i know wat worship leaders who read dis will say...give it to d church....easy 4 u to say..
a chalet???jus 4 me??!!
